Can it get any worse?

(Spoken)
This is the body,
All tattered and torn.
This is the soul,
Full of hatred and scorn.
This is the place,
With questioning doubt.
This is the taste,
Of living without.

(Verse)
Try as I may,
I can't seem to get by.
The people they say,
You just need to try.
But life isn't fair,
And it never has been.
I struggle to live it,
Again and again.
I look up at Angels,
And watch as they play.
Not too much longer,
I'll be them one day.
You think me selfish,
Indeed I may be.
But please take your tim… Continue

(Verse)
Today is the day I killed myself,
Must have done this at least a thousand times.
I drive past cemeteries and,
Wonder which gravestone could be mine.
Tomorrow I wake up feeling ok,
Knowing that it will just get worse.
I can’t believe I’m never truly dead,
Death is what will break this curse.
Tired of looking back on life,
I wish to blind myself from all I see.
I realize to change my future now,
All begins with me.

(Chorus)

Today is the day.
Tomorrow will follow.
I’ll try to start my lif… Continue